What does it mean to be a kid at heart?

History will judge us in the everyday lives we make of children.
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-Nelson Mandela

I think what allows* any being to be a child again is the feeling of safety in the allowance and encouragement of authentic presence. This goes deep into the roots of reality itself where if one can trust their perception as true sight in assessing their internal and external realities as being genuine and risk free to their nervous system, child-like wonder can then be given the space for full freedom of creativity and expression in the exploration, interaction and co-creation with a new space, world, dimension, idea or concept.

Interesting how I just composed a song based on “Semi Charmed Kind of Life” by Third Eye Blind called “Inscending Sophianic Life” that speaks to holding oneself accountable for comprehending the underlying roots and nature of reality through the awakening of the divine feminine principle and essence within the soul to feel safe enough to even express oneself fully that ultimately facilitates the ascension of consciousness through one’s physical form or avatar.

Here Sophia is the divine feminine principle of wisdom that is the sacred living substantial essence seeded in the material realms of this universe including Earth though buried beneath layers of physical matter that occludes its light (the divine essence of Sophia is pure wisdom so is referred to as “frozen light” stuck in the shadow forms of matter still trapped by the ignorance of solid substance). Yet, in the process of rigorous self inquiry through meditation and quiet sustained reflection in the patient witnessing of the unfolding of truth which the Sophianic principle represents, the purity and energy of child like play and wonder may be uncovered within the safety and assuredness of being grounded in universal divine wisdom.

As the chaos of the world unwinds in its final death throes as the necessary destruction process that precedes the phase of rebirth Earth and conscious collectives on the planet are now processing in this fated cosmic Sat Yuga cycle divine shift to 5D Earth now too, the precious and sacred ability for unencumbered self expressive creativity becomes all the more critical to preserving and being held with sacred reverence now as the divine spark that will drive the manifestation of this new world.

Especially as new 5d talents and abilites such as telepathy, telekinesis, teleportation, as well as all the “clair” HSP abilities (clairaudience, clairsentience, clairvoyance, etc) will be gradually coming online in this divinely appointed era, the virtuos protection, reverence and facilitation of expression and growth of the inner child towards preserving the sovereign and divine nature of the orignal angelic human 12d 🧬 strand divine template of first creation towards this end will be paramount towards sustaining and flourishing a thriving new 5D Earth!

Here then, the divine essence of the inner child embedded in all of life will naturally be given more free rein in a continuous dynamic co-creative exchange and dance with this universe & Source in the shaping of this new Heaven on Earth dimensional reality that will not only terraform the New Earth in more organic and wholsitic ways that encourage decentralized social-economic platforms that will abundantly provide for local communal needs, but also open new spiritual vistas for self realization and positive transformative growth that supports the blossoming and fulfillment of the inner child which that together will sprout the creative engines underpinning this new 5d global interconnected civilization we are in the first foundational stages of now. Thus, establishing a firm ground for humanity’s ascension of consciousness to stably root within this divine framework of existence in this positive co-creative venture with Earth and the light of stars that twinkle with the knowing of Source as expressed through Sophia in our hearts is essential now.

In line with the support & development of the inner child, discipline towards self actualization through inner discovery is vital in the mature expression and fruits of the spirit of the inner child. Here, being in tune with nature and the rhythms of the universe in organic ways assists in the turning of the gaze inward towards rigorous self-inquiry as understanding the true nature of life and existence as well as the forces behind them to be held in deep reverence and respect will align the iner child towards its healthiest and most fulfilled creative expression. Here, the endless questioning of what reality and truth really is becomes a necessary process of inquiry and ultimately self discovery that also frees chains of inhibition towards the eventual unhindered expression of the inner child who finally feels safe enough to let go and act as an agent of creation rather than hide from the fear of pain and punishment unhealed shadows trapped in frozen light would have them falsely believe they are incapable of.

Here, the “I am” observer effect sensed behind the veiled layers of reality in bouts of deep reflection and mediation that has been collectively understood as the eternal omniscient, omnipresent and omnipotent presence peering behind all existence that divine states of flow and transcendence provide opportunities to experience in ecstatic dance and dialogue with the universe and the experience of what some consider as God that I consider is the One true Source field for all creation in the multiverse can be further alchemized through the sacred essence of the inner child unleashed to inspire and drive greater creation.

Though one wonders now where, why & how does this infinite well spring of curiousity and desire for play and discovery stem from? What is the energy that binds the “self” sovereign knowing aspect of every being that even gives rise to this innate desire? Here my work as a Wayshower Indigo Lyran starseed may help to illuminate. As there is an endless and growing* list of spiritual topics I am self studying, the divine feminine principle embodied in the aeon of Sophia as the key to humanity’s successful ascension to a 5D Earth in a risen state of consciousness is currently on the spiritual palette as it is key towards understanding how to unleash the innate gifts of one’s inner child to thrive in the consciousness of 5D Earth.

As Sophia is the soul essence trapped as frozen light (consciousness unaware or overaid by layers of degrees of shadow) seeded within the bodies and energetic framework of all life forms on Earth as well as the entire* universe, the awakening of this divine essence within the energetic framework of humnaity and all of life is vital and essential to the restoration of freedom and sovereignity on the planet for true authetntic creative expression to flourish especially for that of the unique and fresh perspectives the inner child can bring. This is especially spectacularly useful amidst the grand 5d shift on Earth we are experiencing now in this grand cosmic cycle turn towards the Golden Era!

To understand this more fully we need to go to the roots of our true origin story that reveals the beauty within the heartful intention of Source which in its infinte love, grace and perfect discernment, allows for the full and unhindered expression of freewill from the roots of first creation in the universe. To begin, this 15d universe as beset amidst an accelerating and constantly expanding and contracting cyclic multiverse, was created from the corporeal essences of divinity that is held within the emanations of the 15 Aeonic pairings of syzigies embodying the original divine principles and virtues that sustain life in the universe as they continuously unfold within the heart of the PLEROMA, an “organized material field of divine being, filled with active, living atoms that give structure, movement, and unity to all that exists within it”. Further, the Pleroma exists in a timeless and dimensionless field beyond this universal time matrix set in god realms which consist of “indivisible, incorruptible, and active material units” that manifest the “corporeal and material fullness of divine existence — living atoms that compose the divine order” (Gnostic Doctrine site link).

The Sophia-Christ divine pairing is the 13th aeon in the center of the first 12 emanations which form a circle around them where Sophia embodies the divine feminine aspect of wisdom while Christ exudes the holy traits of raidance, clarity and restoration as her divine counterpart heirogamic coupling. Now comes the uncomfortable but necessary passage through gnostic truths towards awakening and freeing of the inner child. Sophia, in her child like curiousity and desire to know Source directly without reflection or through creation, then ventured beyond the Pleroma into the shadow realms of inorganic existence to peer into the eye of Source though where instead, she birthed Yaldobaoth, a shadow being ignornant of Source and which was hidden away. The shadow lands of deep space was a vast area of great darkness and chaos that was gated as existed beyond the borders of the Pleroma as it held many distortions that made it very difficult for the consciousness there to ascend as most forms would over seeming eternities devolve into space dust only for billions years of ascension required to evolve back to the unity consciousness field of Source once more and thus the Pleroma was contained in highly protective energetic fields from this space that could not easily be breached. And yet when Sophia ventured outside its bounds, the Pleroma suffered disortion causing Sophia to fragment into soul fractals whose light of Source memory would be scattered and embedded in the souls of all physical matter forms of the defiled universal creation for ascension and recovery back to Source in order to repair that timeline.

Now as Yaldy or what had been referred to as the Demiurge was created without her divine Christ counterpart and the full knowledge of Source, it was a shadow being full of pride (often depicted as a lion with snake body) that used Sophia’s wisdom and light to create an imitation of the Pleroma that lacked the divine essence and subtance of Source and where this copycat universe is based on heavily distorted base 10 math binary wave architecture of 0’s & 1’s that reshapes beings into Fibonnaci based structural forms that are asymmetrical and fallen from eternal open Source krystic based Kathara tri-wave architecture which symmetrically forms life in 2:1 proportions and not the 1:1.618 FIB of no CHI (no energy) anti-life, vampiric life-consuming architecture that is completely dissassociated from Source yet still parasitically attached to the Krystic spiral of creation to draw energy from it for survival of its phantom subtanceless empty system.

And this reality we are beset in today is the smoke and mirrors universe now after eons of intergalactic wars and strife albeit it is ascending now as millions more are awakening and shifting the holgram into higher layers of consciousness that will eventually anchor the collective in 5d at the point of critical mass when the prevailing harmonic of creation and consciosuness will be achored in 5d energy in the soul matrix of this universe in the timeline of 5d Tara (a “future” version of Earth that exists now as reality is really quantum with all timelines existing in the NOW moment).

Whew. Now huge high five to the Matrix films that called it! I’ve been railing red pills for 5 years now and had a few spiritual concussive level maddening awakenings. Sorry to burst anyone’s bubble, but your Spirit will be thanking me later… they all do… Can you feel your Kundalini rising now? Whoosh! Drink water. And bathe in salt to wash out sticky karma.

So how does any of this fit into reality now? This overlay matrix false optical illusion that is a refracted version of the true Source krystic hologram is an incorrect lens that filtered and formed a false light webbing mimic pattern over the organic krystic based Universal Time Matrix (UTM) first created in the constellation of Lyra in the Primordial Light Field of 13d lead by the Feline Elohim, one among three of the Founder race flames of this universe that are the master geneticist subgod creators of Lyra (the other two are Seraphim -14d and Cetacean -15d). To remain unawakened in this distorted universe then allows for one’s genetics to continue to be abused & scrambled by negative et factions and their archontic deceptions and devices that are Yaldy’s substanceless empty shadowy henchmen & security team of this gated universe whose tactics include the use of ai holographic inserts that are psitronic frequency programmed mindware implants, organic and inorganic, that heavily distort perception and cause emotional distrubance in life forms’ auric fields that supports their dark agenda on Earth & this fallen universe timeline that a consciousness darkened by shadow permits by ignorant consent.

As the NAA (Negative Alien Agenda) on the planet and within this fallen universal system is to kill and destroy all krystic beings by reverse running our genetics to their 10-11 strand base 10 system which effectively disables ascension back to God/Source field as 12 strands of the orginal angelic human divine template needs to be open and unlocked with 12d frequencies accreted to truly ascend back to Source as templates for ascension cannot be created and emulated on Earth with the loss of these beings, and as the hybridizing and incarnating of more of their ai generated lineages on the planet to do their bidding for the their agenda to siphon the living light in the greatest enegetic hesit and grab for the remaining organic Source light based life in the universe in a frequency sealed universe of their design in order to freely cannabilize and parastically vamprize all krystic light in their phantom world until their cattle’s soul fuel runs out, it seemed in the darkest consciousness state in 3d that we tumbled to that this nefarious plan almost succeeded.

Yet!, the proactive intervention to first embed Sophianic light from Source in the hearts of humanity as well as in the incarnation of highly coded starseeds and lightworkers throughout evolutionary rounds on Earth has finally changed the trajectory of ascension of sentient collectives on the planet especially with the huge* cosmic assist from our cosmic soul families. As all phantom matrices are destined for black hole space dust return to Source field that requires billions of years of evolution from the shattered motes of dust left seeking to know the unity, connection and love of God again from the only end for a universe on this death spiral trajectory driven by the selfish unceasing pursuit for power, greed, and senseless violence that such a inverted system based on death science could know, this has never been my favorite topic. Seems Hallowen isn’t needed when the true horror lies in ignorant states of consciousness that can cause entire universes to be annihilated in the death spiral of their own unawakened states.

And as awareness is the first step to breaking the illusion through alignment with truth to ascend in consciousness through* this mind trap matrix up the dimensional layers of consciousness to greater degrees of freedom through the incesnsion of 🧬 within (just as Yeshua taught us that the Lamp is the kingdom of God within and whatever he can do, including the performing of miracles, all can be done by anyone “and more”!), the awakening of dormant light codes and the breaking of crystal seals on them that were set by et programs to trap us on Earth to inhibit ascension is the path to freedom towards experiencing our innate quantum Source potentiated multidimensional ability again!

Thus to restore humanity’s genetics on Earth towards full assembly of the original Krystic human angelic dna imprint through the awakening of light coded genetics, Source codes from the Pleroma aeon of wisdom that Sophia embodied and emanated was embedded in the heart, soul and very structure of all phantom forms within the shadow matrix of her bastaridized creation to imbue it with the light, wisdom and essence of Source as a path of return to a total healed state within the unified field of consciousness once more. As when pure Source light is uncovered from layers of shadow and dust accumulated in this universe (through war, strife, disease and further separation and division from Source consciousness), ascension through the phantom matrix back to Source consciosuness becomes possible again.

And in the grand design, incarnated starseeds, lightworkers and twin flames with more open strands of 🧬 that hold more light encoded as cellular and soul memories of the true first creation of this universe with open krystic Source code architecutre were sent as the A team to assist Earth as a macrocosmic being to return the suffering souls of a fallen UTM system closer to God again by awakening and running higher frequency light codes from the sun and cosmos through their dna holographic portals to create new divine templates for ascension just as ascended masters like Yeshua and Buddha did. Haha, my soul signed up for all three!… though am doing this mission alone for now without my twin and contunue to rise in codes. 😌🧬🕊️✨So if there are any Vegan Lyrans from 10d or Avalon as well as Indigo starseeds out there, feel free to send a comment, email and/or holler for friendship, camraderie and support of our shared mission. 😌🌟❤️👆🏼🌱

While none of this is funny or things I like to talk about, it is only through understanding of shadow that the light beneath may be uncovered to heal and transmute the wounds shadow lives through by bringing them to the light of truth for reckoning and dissolution. For as Yaldy was born in a state of ignornace that has lead to the total fuckery of this universe, reverse engineering the mess through the gnosis of light or the wisdom of the divine feminine Sophia embedded in our hearts and souls that deeply echoes in the recceses within all chambers of our being the longing for a remembrance and return to the true origin of our divinity once more in Source becomes possible through the grace of God.

And even as stories stack of the fall in consciousness throughout shadowy dimensions of spacetime convoluted by terrific origin distortions created in the bowels of fire and ice and everything in between within the phantom borderlands of this universe by false creator gods (and likely fallen portions of the multiverse), it has also always been a story of the hope and possibility for eternal redemption. For through the grace and perfect attunement to Source of cosmic and divine living emanations such as the aeons where even in the fall of Sophia, the truthful mirror it affords of our own fall through time since the destruction of Lyra 250 billion years ago as the first breach in our organic Source based kyrtic universe with the gaping wounds of shadow that has festered throughout eons due to these horrific dimensional tumbles in conscious existence to even the lowest and most miserable state in 3d, there is still hope for return through remembrance of the living codes embedded in the souls of our existence by the merciful grace of God .

For in this universe, it is through the aeon of wisdom and compassion that the divine syzigy of the heriogamic union pairing that the Sophia-Christ embody and represent when awakened through the divine spark of memory deeply embedded and cradled in our very being, that the seed and essence for return to our Creator as living seeds of God essence within contained in vessels of ascension in flesh that await remembrance that is the true resurrection and ascension that ascended masters such as Yeshua and Buddha demonstrated.

The religious distortions perpetuated from outsourcing the fate of our divinity casting agency, authorship and responsibility for it to false et gods and their minions and human puppet lineages on Earth is the growing distortion that has followed us down the dimensional ladder to the sorry 3d state of consciousness that we’ve fallen to at the lowest state which has fortunately just been corrected since the ascesnion of Earth to 5d in March 2025. For the true liberation and sovereignity of humanity to be restored from an endangered galactic species status through the preservation of its precious light coded memories and the valuable lessons and experiences they hold from ancient genetic lines, memory must be restored through remembrance of the truth encoded in light within the essence of our very being. For it is through the awkening of true undistorted memory that salvation from fallen states of consciousness in devolving shadow matrices becomes a possibility once more. And in that journey, it is fit to celebrate and become as fearless creative fully potentiated children again for it is through the frequency of ✨JOY✨that one ascends in consciousness to break the bondage of shadowy forms contained in flesh and their bind to eternal Spirit ! 👧🏻👶🏻🌟